Ramblings of old nothings

It's that time..

2008-08-30T23:39:00.005+08:00

I've recently had a lot of random dreams and they all seemed very wrong for some reason...or the way i like to put it - "for reasons unknown". I guess they're just flashbacks from my past. My good side or the worst, hmm better yet, a mixture of the two. Especially people that i once thought my true friends, turned out to be something else. Oh, how I wish i had dreamt of rainbows, butterflies and unicorns instead.

Hmm, I didn't send Jo off last Wednesday, and, well, i did shed a few tears because she was one of the closest friends back when we were at STPRI and i'm missing the best old times we had! The memories are so vivid haha, really feels like it was just yesterday. I still am not a big crier, i just get emotional =)

I'll be leaving in 13 days and being homesick atu biasalah. But i'm sure i'll get over it. Everyone can do it, so why can't I?

'What to do 13 days before u leave for UK?' List.

I think i've done what i'm supposed to do. EXCEPT meeting my last two favourite best pals : Sofia and Khairah. Like really spend time with you both. It's true what they say about our friendship "til' death do us part" hahaha. =) I love you both! I'll cherish the million pictures we have together haha, oh and of course the best moments, hehe.

And you know i'll always save the best for last, to My Darling Sweetheart =) I love you endlessly and you're the reason why I'm standing strong and proud today. We'll make history together, you and I. Always be there through thick or thin baby. I promise.

So in my 'What to expect sudah in UK?' list.

Oh man, the places i get to see, the people i wanna meet (actors or singers or sport players huhuh kalau sampat! mudahantah!!! HAHA!), the food? hmm, starbucks, dunkin donuts, krispy kreme ganya kali, and Mom said they got the BEST kebabs in Leceister and Bayswater hahaha so I'm definitely aiming for that. Lastly, SHOPPPPPIING!! wow.. i think you know what I mean ;)

...haha, but u can't have too much fun now can you? :)

my bestest....

2008-08-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

So I wasn't in the mood today. So was Helwa. I don't know about Khairah but I did receive her text earlier this morning and I replied with my eyes closed. Why closed??? Coz sleepy,silly...

I'm currently thinking...what are you doing???

At Jo's farewell party

2008-08-25T22:40:00.014+08:00

Lovely Jo ;)

IPA Day 4 (siuk! HAHA!)

2008-08-13T21:35:00.029+08:00

*pura-pura mengantuk*
...sekali HYPER tia..
u see?
hmm, are u drunk sofia? =P nadadih i love you!
The Nads
ahem poserrrr jua
ridha ;)

Nad and Sofia

Lala and Sof haha *oops sorry la*
click-click

"aku kah tu sofia yg lawa arah camera mu atu?" :P

candid
hmm, why the serious face? :)
Nadh!
Ants trailing....we're the sugar!
apakan dorang ckp kan ani..siuk usulnya, kabur tarus tangan si Nadh
Lala candid ;)
Pout dearie~

preparing for the next blonde moment? ;) HAHAHA!
looking at Sofia's doodles
malu ia..atau kan sneeze??
hehehe =) lawa~

FN candid

Sofia's cam

DAY 4 at IPA, can't wait for Day 5!! we'll take lots of pictures..it'll blow your minds off!
"whoop-baa"

awwwh~~ <3
Mentos ad? Nyaman banar usulnya =P
=D
kaki sofia beurat xP HAHAHA
There was a time when all of us were SO TIRED!
FN begaru :P HAHAHA major candid moment!
si lawa ;)
*snore* hehehe
loving the seduction look!!!! Pose baby POSE!
i pix u pix
Finally, a group photo :D

Fuss..

2008-08-08T18:59:00.002+08:00

Now, mana tia remote control aircon ku ani? *marah tone*

The morning has served me well today but this afternoon is completely the opposite. I need some room to breathe.

Oh, and i have a new haircut! and it's really really short..so pokoknya i dont look like me NOW, but i look like me 8 YEARS AGO with fringes!! hahaha. except for the glasses, dulu aku inda pakai glasses. I was not nerdy... yet. I hope I can easily pull this short haircut off.

I CAN'T WAIT to go to Warwick!!! I'm really looking forward to everything~ leaving my 'not-so-sweet' childhood memories behind and kick off with a new BANG, a new era, a new year, a new location, a new school, a new..entah apakah lagi.. Did i mention i'm terribly excited??? I just wanna go as far away as possible.. haha.

This post doesn't really mean anything. I have a purpose. goodnight.

Ado2 gala

2008-08-01T22:25:00.004+08:00

Since Helwa ckp handphone apa ia mau, I'll tell you guys aku mau apa!!!=)
PLZ CLICK HERE TO FIND OUT!!!=)

P/S: Inclusive kah tu sama the man???=P

IT'S WHAT I WANT

2008-07-30T22:40:00.006+08:00

Haha, sorry folks, i was busy updating arah my other one. Too many blogs? hiyaaaa..only two lah~

Anyways, samsung i900 Omnia is definitely a must have!!! and I WANT ONE! lawa ehh...I don't know when they will be made public in Brunei, but this is one of my must-haves!! (sudah in UK plang..not that i have a lot in my list really hehe) sayangku lakat my N70 tho, i have had it for 3 years now, haha my longest ever surviving mobile since my previous ones were either tetumpah milo on it, or tehampas on the floor after balik tuition dulu. Sigh. My N70 ani ganya tahan lasak bah!!..but i guess kalau teampas ni, nuhun jua akhirnya.

Talking about specifications? I know this phone is Based on Windows Mobile 6.1 Pro, and it offers a 3.2-inch WideQVGA display (240 x 400 pixels) and an optical mouse. Oh and, it boasts a 5 megapixel auto focus snapper with face and smile detection plus auto-panorama shot. (tapi 5MP ganya, inda plang berapa compared to i think an 8MP from nokia!! wow!) It kinda looks identical to iPhone with its sleek and slim waistline but samsung also boasts 8GB of massive internal memory and can further expand to 16 GIG!!! *faints*

entah apakah lagi specs nya..ani ganya yang ku ingat..if you're wondering how it looks like, here's a sneak peek :

iPhone is sexy but i kinda lost interest. But hey...if someone wants to give me an iPhone, i sure as hell won't reject it, hahaha!

Pleeeaaaassseee let me buy this samsung!!!

wooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2008-07-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

Btw, I bought chocolates di mall tadi. You know, crunchie and timeout yg promotion atu. Yang bejual tiga bars atu bah...yang kana cellotape(spelling?) 3bars together...(my....lazy ku explain banar...)...lapas atu,balik rumah cair ani bah chocolates ku....that's how hot brunei is these days...

Say Something

2008-07-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

Aku blog sini saja for the time being.

I hate friendster. I hate my hard disk. I hate trojan. Antu banar si trojan ah!!!!!!!!!

I love myself.

Anyway, few days ago I was typing away arah blog ku satu atu...siuk2 type and when FINALLY aku siap and saved, nada bah post ku ah. Tarus tarus ilang. Pwensta blog is soooo old fashioned coz nada auto save. Atu baru stail lama...inda ku mau friend sama kau lagi ih!

update? well.....nothing much. I just lost basically everything in my hard disk. From songs...to movies...to Grey's Anatomy, Gossip Girl, Heroes...documents...pictures....UGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Nangis tidak guna punya....I hate si Trojan...

oh.................my songs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All those hours and energy for downloading them has gone to waste.......!!!!!!!!!!!!

errr...nothing much to say really.....just......can't wait to see Imane again!!!!

Naqiyyah =)

2008-07-21T08:30:00.007+08:00

I am not comparing our little cousins, but look how CUTE they are! They just melt your heart away don't they?..PLUS they can get away with anything! Here are a few pics of Naqiyyah at her pretend birthday party =) she just wants the cake, hehe TWO cakes!

She loves Mr.Bean and i'm not surprised! hehehe.

I can't even pull that off if i posed like that! Can u? I don't think so~ Huhuhuhu.

Hehehe. Smile baby!

Update update..

2008-07-17T14:02:00.005+08:00

Guess who's talented????!!!!

-Courtesy of N-

Show me the way...

2008-07-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

Clearly I'm disappointed. VERY disappointed indeed. The word 'pissed' should also join this club of disappointment that I've just created. Then there's "angry", and "watever, leave me alone!". GIMME BACK MY STUFFS, YOU JERKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT IT BACK BY THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, to Wa&Rah, may we be the bestest forever friends. A toast to our 2 years friendship and all the best to us for the years ahead. I'll always be your Sofia =)

Wasn't a big deal...

2008-07-08T11:19:00.008+08:00

Vaaacckkk~ So I think you're free 'vlog' here,wa...=) no more excuses for u to vlog rh vlog mu!!!!!!! hahahhaa...apakan....

anyway,as some people know,i was away during the weekend and now,saya baharu sahaja mendarat di bumi K____...rooooiiittteeess!!!!! (im lame,i know...picked it up from my cousins...they are nice and lame people....HAHAHAHAH)

nothing much happened except that I just realised I have a memory-less camera.....and aku ada vlog varuuuuu....in which,i dont think im going to give u the link,wa......HAHHAHAHHHA....mayyybeehhh yesss...maayyybeeehhh nnooooo....*smiles and walkes away* speaking of camera,i took pictures of imane tapi the funny thing is(and sadly too) mukanya mcm tourist cina(no offense to those reading!!!!)....sometimes i just love torturing the little thing.....dig this*points bawah and laffing*

made her wear that hat and i guess she found it amusing too

P/S: wasn't allowed to use the flash since I was taking a close-up picture. Iatah very the low quality gmbr ku for a very high quality camera...eseh....mantang2 vaarruuu camiirrrraaa ku.....!!! With the exception of....

THIS!!!! Reason: indaku tau yang kmi inda kana suruh pakai flash O=)

Letih...

2008-06-26T11:35:00.007+08:00

As I'm typing away, Helwa must be indulging herself with food at her granny's..=) And Khairah, probably busy with work...Myself??? Very bored and I regret for turning down an invitation today.

Back to yesterday. I went to my uncle's place just before noon. For what? Well, durang the whole family balik bagas umrah 2minggu lah~=) I was thrilled when I saw Imane was there. And also this kid, who happens to be undeniably cute and my aunt's grandson at the same time. I'm really lost with words right now and like they say, a picture is worth a thousand words.

*Imane...my fav lil cousin*

*Imitating Ultraman* shucks...

=)

I need some ice

2008-06-25T18:02:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Maria~ 24th June =D hehe.

..and someone's birthday is coming soon, and i wonder WHO that could be.

Nothing interesting, except for Naqiyyah datang ke rumah and ambuyat for lunch. It's very hot today!! which makes me really malas to update anything, so i'll just leave it at that. Oh, i got the scholarship call sudah tadi! :D so to others, best of luck.

So have a very good evening everyone.

Just another day..

2008-06-24T19:08:00.001+08:00

I remember a previous post of Helwa's (*waves*)...she mentioned a word and I'm trying to recall it right now...Hmm...*scrolls down the older posts* <==that's really unnecessary..hahahhaha..

Ah...yes...she hates plagiarism...well,dearie~ I think plagiarism strikes again,don't you think so??? Hahahahaha....you must be entirely mad or perhaps you haven't noticed....oh well....

I can't wait for another girls day out...and you know why *wink* hahahhaha...flirty at nine thirty aku ah...dude~ and im just bored ok????? im using this blog (or any sites) to release boredom....which is haunting me.....uggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And oh, I went to the dentist this morning =D as my close friends would notice, I often make happy trips to the teeth doctor...my dentist even pointed out that one of my wisdom teeth is coming out and asked whether i was getting any wiser...in which i casually replied "i hope so",and that made him chuckle...*shrugs* i'll be coming back again next week...*sigh*

If you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
If you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time

Later perhaps, if i'm still bored....

Sushi lunch..

2008-06-23T14:30:00.003+08:00

..and no sign of "trainer" WOW! you must be awfully pissed ey Sofia =P hehehe. Nadabah joking! You know i love you mwahs! So with the mushy stuff out of the way, yes, Sofia and I had sushi for lunch yesterday. I'm a nice niece, i let my aunt Sofia do everything that she wants =P including watching Kungfu Panda (again~) huhuhu. Not to mention K-boxing lagi..ehh malu eh..pacah suara. Nevertheless, we both had fun =). Hey and saw khairah too :D and others who participated in Tri-extreme. Kesian usul dorang..

anyway, gotta bounce, im in a hurry. bye.

random

2008-06-16T23:35:00.004+08:00

A recent photo of mom and I, parked across the BIDB bank on a friday. Apakan. I got bored at scrambling the Rubik's cube so I told mom to do it.

*I hope it comes awal =(

In the spirit of Euro 08

2008-06-15T01:02:00.007+08:00

Muiz is 2nd from right (of the 4 defenders)

Sayang in the middle of the pitch, pointing at something
Hahaha, you do look like Gerrard from the back you know =P hehe

Celebrating football like it is

Yes, who would have thought i actually like football~ let alone understand it. Truthfully, i used to be such a sucker at this but now i am qualified enough to even be a referree or perhaps lead my own imaginary team one day. eseh, confident.

Today, i had the chance to watch Adib play football, on the actual field. yes, bukannya padang damit yang orang main futsal atu. That's where the kiddies usually play =P hahaha, nadabah no offense sayang. You did pretty well ;) and that's the truth! He is very sweet, picked me up at near 4, then swung over to his cousin's house, Muiz. A nice boy too by the way cause ia lambai aku dari pintu tabuknya, when Adib went in for Asar, awwwh. I have a thing for even the tiniest gestures =) Eventhough, they (Overdoze FC) lost to Syai's team BC5's, 3-2, they surely are a great team.

The final whistle was blown about 10 minutes before Maghrib, had a little chat before going off to the car, gave my bottle of water (just in case somebody need a refill) to Muiz, sal ia inda bawa botol airnya and pasal Adib's water pun abis haha. But hey, yes, Adib and I still owe you a makan-makan since tadi you had to take off early ;) As promised here are the zoom-in (aku duduk di atas, malas kan turun) pics of today's match.

So close~

2008-06-14T00:44:00.002+08:00

I miss you~

I forgot when this was but heck, it was fun fun fun!!!!!! Saja post this one up, coz I know my Helwa and Khairah both miss me~ Hahahahah...

Yes tis Friday 13th

2008-06-13T22:11:00.006+08:00

Haha siapa believe bad luck on Friday 13th? grow up lah!

I did promise you to post up who won a little challenge yesterday, and apparently.. I DID!! hahaha. I beat Adib a couple of times with my fastest 3min 26sec. I'm sorry luv, looks like you'll never gonna get ur prize, hehehe. But hey, saturday, eh esuk, I will be watching you play football!

From the looks of it, i had a lot of things done today. Surprisingly! I managed to send my iPod ke AV eletronics untuk repair but they have to ship it to S'pore to do those mechanical thingys. Apparently my battery needs to be changed. Dorang di sana atu dapat sense kali if iPod ku damam, mcm suka hatinya diagnose iPod ku mesti tukar battery. But hey, who am i to judge? hopefully they're right. It'll take at most a week..maaaannn~ *SIGH*

This one lady or girl i should say, yg keraja there asked whether i've finished schooling and i simply replied "kan masuk university" then i put on my corny smile. She was astonished "oh really?" (emphasize on the really). I replied, "uh-huh, finished my A'level", but this time i tried to give her a serious but pleasant look. apakan. And this time, she emphasized on both "Oh" and "really". Is that REALLY so hard to believe? Inda pulang apa-apa if ia ckp aku muda kah~ haha. Aku pulang paning melayan ia. Maybe i shouldn't smile at people all the time..they have a tendency to ask me questions, which i will eventually regret answering. Does that make sense? Cos i'm starting to feel a bit paning again..

I'm back to reading Instyle mags lagi!! YESSSSS!!!!

shoot me, i'm tired. Have a good "Friday 13th" night.

Lock and loaded baby!

2008-06-11T21:34:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow, will be the competition of a life time! pasal nya..i get to lawan main rubik's cube with Adib hehehehehe. awu i know "sekadar" but hey at least its something productive and yes..you're right, we are a bit jobless. In fact, i will tell you who will win, fair? ok.

On a lighter note, i'm not getting any lighter HAHAH!! geddit? not light..hahaha, inda plang i gained weight a lot, i do maintain my curves~ so I'll let you in on another (so-called) secret, esuk aku jogging!! HAHA!! hopefully i'll lose a bit of my unwanted kg's. There's a story bah about aku jogging dulu, but malu ku kan tell. Aku biased, i'll just tell siapa sja yg ask aku =P huhuhu.

Khairah & Sofia, if you're reading this, you both know how to reach me okay? I'm available 25/7, aku inda kraja, kadang2 busy doing chores di rumah and sometimes i go & chat on msn..Nevertheless, call me if anything comes up, alright? Love yous~ xoxo

Updated!

2008-06-10T02:02:00.004+08:00

I've been wanting to update this thing.. and i finally did it! I really hope you both will like it :) cos i really put much effort into it. I know it's sudden and i've tremendously changed everything, from the reverting of templates to fonts & stuff. It's all argh, i dunno, haha.

Btw, I'm so sorry uncle that i won't make it at 12 =/ (u know who u are)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALIFAH~ who is turning 19 today sebenarnya 91 tu. Hehe. ;) much love from me, sofia & khairah!

I think..

2008-05-19T08:42:00.003+08:00

I have a cold. Just to get the previous post out of the way, nah, here's a picture.

Oh, khairah, if you're reading this, 'i miss u and best of luck for ur exam!'

sofia; 'i miss u too and we'll go jalan soon! =) no promises but im sure we'll get to this time!!'

Have a lovely morning~

May b'day & other stuff

2008-05-15T08:48:00.011+08:00

Sorry if it's too small for u to read, u've been warned.

I don't know how to start so here goes, my router's broken down and i'm living in hell for almost a week without ANY internet connection, watsoever!! (can i swear?? pleaseee..). When i'm really really desperate, which actually means EVERYDAY being desperate, i just curi my neighbors default wireless, there's no crime in that ryte? You see..he didn't lock his wireless, meaning FREE for me~ hahaha. Yes, and u're probably wondering how i can blog ryte now? (i can't access wordpress btw,boo-hoo,wordpress is SO AMBUNG) Well, i use dad's 3G, nasib ia nda tutup B-mobile nya! Thank you!!

Oh, before i forget, "Hi sofia, welcome back from your 'trip'..hehehe, and do write sumthing, cos its not fairkan, if kami saja =P and that we miss u" HAHA apakan..hope that makes sense.

Aaaannd, i want to say "HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BUSHU" di Brisbane kemarin 13th May. Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki aaaannnddd sihat walafiat! Many, many, many happy returns! and you're turning 23!!! hehehehe ;) We miss and love u very much always~ =D

I'm busy listing down birthdays on my phone, well, added some new ones for my new friends.."new" meaning yg i forgot to put it in last year or any time this year..whoops. A huge thanks for facebook tho for making my life easier, haha. Speaking of birthdays, it'd be REALLY cool if i can get a rare snake. I don't know why im fascinated with them..i've always been fascnated with them anyway..oh,last year i saw one hanging near our balcony and i couldn't help but to touch it..though obviously i was in the car so i touched the window. haha. It was chocolate brown and black mcm my glasses im wearing now. LAWA jua tu. It can wrap around my neck and around my body..and i could show it off to everyone! Tapi it WOULD NOT be REALLY cool if i get bitten. I don't want a regular pet, i have my cats, goldfish and koi (where's the fun in that??? they're cute,yes). So why can't i have one snake? maybe a small one..then i nurture it til it grows like anaconda!!

..I'll just put "snake" in my want list and dream on.

So, who's birthday is coming up this month?

17th May-Kaka Aimi & Hudiya
20th May-Fakhrina (i think so..rah, checkkan)
24th May-Radhiah (my math classmate)
27th May-Rasyidah & Shiloh (HAHAHA anak si Brangelina =P )
28th May-Anna
31st May-Colin Farrell!! (he's so sexy!!)

joke yang atu bah!

2008-05-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

you guys remember those old jokes yang macam ..those that starts with "banyak2..." ahh and those ugama times..words that ive never heard of,semua blajar dri ugama..

honestli my ugama years were'nt reli that fantastico ,antah i dunno why..heheh. reminiscing ugama years... ooohhh i met HELWA there ...wow we've known eachother for 11 years!!!! coolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!

iatah ugama kami ah,as i recall ada buaya!! hahahah banar buaya....things yang happen gi and worth remembering:
# cikgu sallehs cara melayu and handkerchief selalu sama colour!!!
# yg buaya atu
#si sabtu (0_o)
#those bekenalan letters bawah palong sama org pagii/ptg

hahahahah well atu some saja laa...

joking time

1. banyak2 krita, krita apa pernah naik haji?

2.banyak2 krita,krita apa yang dkubur?

3.banyak2 buah,buah apa ada bapa?

4.banyak2.....................hmmm okay ada banyak plang questions tpnya right now aku blank from laughing by my own=P

iatah tu.....and
awu!!!!

if u want funnier jokes,alah u find urself laa and tell us all abt it and share2 with the rest....hahahahahhahaha

(okay this post proves to u(our outstanding readers) that i am NOT completely jobless

my currypuffs

2008-05-10T20:32:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of posts.. we've been busy being "currypuff girls" (cause POWERpuff is already taken nonetheless..if you don't believe me, go ahead and watch cartoon network ada tu, kalau dorang masih hidup, if not kami ambil nama dorang sja). Miss you girls! bahapa kamu kan? (I KNOW..work kan? kan? kan? KAAAN? KANNNNNN?) you see what you both are making me feel!!! I feel like a naked tree in the winter season, missing the sun and the rain. Now, the problem is.. who is the SUN and who is the RAIN? hmm..i'll leave it for you both to decide.

Even though we haven't really been fighting "crime" "together"..can't you both at least take a break and have a kit-kat? orrr have some tea with me di coffeebean. HAHAHA! adakah tea..

SO enough of these.. nonsense crap-ish. To tell you the truth, inda ku tau apa kan di blog. Beginning to hate blogging now (i think i've said that before). We all have facebook kan? HAH! i'm beginning to hate facebook too.. a bit. I do still enjoy superpoking people, in other terms "MASS POKE!" huhuhuh.

Ohh, how i miss writing about my studies.. hahaha. It's always fun to complain about things and people. Hahaha.

Ohh, and also i ran 3 Km on the treadmill for 45 mins tadi! Though, i don't feel any much different, only the fact that my ankles are really really sore! I think next time, i'll take it nice and easy.. perhaps 1km/20min. Yup, take ma sweet time~

Bah you both better sound-sound ah..if not.. inda ku lanja tu! HAHAHA.

just a lil bit of fun along the way

2008-05-07T13:29:00.001+08:00

What Helwa Mazlan Means

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Babu Amal's Bersanding at Rizqun

2008-05-06T19:04:00.001+08:00

sorry, just had to pose for the camera!

Selamat Pengantin Baru!! =D

ICC (Brunei Cyber Game) Championship

2008-05-06T18:31:00.002+08:00

Khairah and I (malas ia kraja, so we took random pictures)

Hmm~

Khairah was about to stick this 'sticker' on Adib's shoulder xP HAHA!

"SPIKEY DUDE!!!" hahaha =)

More photos on facebook.

that off the shoulder!

2008-04-29T14:29:00.004+08:00

FREEDOM! haha, my malay interview went pretty well on Monday. The guy talked so fast, i swear aku sampat julingkan my eyes at him!! haha. At least i answered most of the questions, no doubt fahaman was a bit hard, but jawab saja tia, hahah. Adib just had his this morning and he said it was okay, haha.

On another note, i miss adib, hahahah~ Okay, baru jua Sunday bejumpa. I know you miss my laughter and I miss your silliness and goofiness and... hmm~ :-P LOL.

MAY is coming~ hehe ;-)

wow, i'm such in a happy mood.

oh how much we change

2008-04-23T13:36:00.001+08:00

assalamulaikum ppl...

random thoughts have crashed down in my head..been talking crap and some good crap too..hahha apakan tu...but anyhoots-kaboots,last night the moon shone brightly as i stood outside arh verandah..waiting silently for HIM..but hey its just not me talking abt THIS stuff.hhahahah..but under the happy shinning moon was a very smoky fogy ashes like...coming from nearby cement factory at the edge of the kampong.....it was relli bad indeed..the smoke was red!! i think the smoke was also coughing**..(wat the??)...yes yes rah..environmentalist banar..hey..

stop and turn..take a look around at all the lights and sounds!!

LOOK AT THE EARTH PROPERLY!!

AND LISTEN TO WHAT IT HAS TO SAY!!

i just wonder where people have been

but hey things have never been straight.theyve never been sailing smoothly..think! and react!
not only think and throw it away

THINK AND REACT PPL!!

YES YES!

love: khairah fakhriah bakri,wwf=)

3, 2, 1..

2008-04-19T13:49:00.003+08:00

Aku kan blog about something and it turned out to be such a piece of crap. hahaha! Nanti tah. What I think is that I (along with my two duprees) treat this blog like it's a personal one and I know.. it's wrong.. sikit. Supposedly its a photoblog but what the heck kan? A vlog is a vlog.

Won't be long now. My prince has arrived. and I should get back to day-dreaming.

oh btw, is it just me, or is this world in the brink of being a one GIGANTIC oven?
PANAS kali ah. Sampai aku pakai seluar pendek! at home lah.

Ceremonial moments..basyirah's and ahmad haris's madi belawat

2008-04-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

selected pics from trip with achai

2008-04-15T22:16:00.008+08:00

PAVILLION:shoppppp!!!!
KAMI SAKAI DIS!!
we're in!!!!
READ THE NOTE
hey hang jebat~!!!
on ur marks-----
kami sakai naik bus====>our way to JB

a big thank you to my achai for tagging me along there.HEHEHEH it was siokkk!!

more pictures nanti if im rajin to upload it=)

I MISS SOFIA AND HELWA!!!

a quick entrance

2008-04-15T21:45:00.006+08:00

Days have swooped past like they were blown with the wind~ away and away they go into a pool of nothingness and total blankness~ and i've just started blogging balik! somebody was freakingly repairing e-speed for almost 6 days, so i've been like a bird stripped off its feathers and lying naked, metaphorically speaking of course. Oh, lying in the trees HAHA!

Oohh, i have a new book, adib bought one for me when he was in KK last month, its called "Mr.Darcy's Diary" and its hilariously serious. Seriously. Never thought a man could summon words which are far more devious, cynical and down right sarcastic, and written them into a diary. At the same time, here beats a soul who is more sensitive and more secretive than he looks. The private life of Mr.Darcy is very disturbing but in a likeable way. We would have never guessed how he is different than the lovable character potrayed by Jane Austen in one of her best novels "Pride & Prejudice", the man we all would fall for and the man whom all men would want to be.

Besides that.. i have nothing to discuss anymore. I live a normal boring life, and i could think of A MILLION other things to do than to just sit around and gaze at the skies. Last week, i noted down in my organiser (was about to type organism huhuh) that i had done more than 30 (some are repetitive, that too i took acoount of) things in a week! Without even driving! I mean.. imagine if i could drive, it could be twice more. Bear me on this.. i haven't had my driving license and NOOO, it's not the end of the world AND NOOOOO it doesn't make me sorrowful, it just goes to show that i'm not ready yet for a manual car. I HATE DRIVING STICK! I can drive my vios AUTOMATIC, mind you, and i'm a very careful driver at that but thinking of a teacher shouting down my left ear while i manuever and f*ckingly balancing the car holding the clutch and watever, is seriously nerve-wrecking! phew~

When i'm not reading, guess what i play on my oh loyal laptop, The Sims 2 =S. Kesian jua eh. I make a lot of friends in there, banar, kalah in real life, plus i've FLIRTED with every single one XD HAHAHAH!! how pathetic, oral's coming up and all i do is sitting behind my laptop and play play PLAYYYY~

I'm craving for a donut (krispy kreme yg chocolate) and my pms was over a week ago, or was it two weeks ago. ok.

I want to make a random statement. Brad pitt is still the hottest of all the actors eventhough he is 24 years older than me =P If Jolie can have him, WHY CAN'T I??? *sigh*

gudnite ppl.

a day at rumah nene J

2008-04-09T21:07:00.001+08:00

Baby Naqiyyah was viewing my pictures, and listen to what she said near the end =P

here you go sofia

2008-04-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

You make me feel that you're..

2008-04-08T01:07:00.003+08:00

Loving me 4 me

Written by Christina Aguilera, Scott Storch, Matt Morris.

Mmm ohh

People ask if I'm in love with you
Because I'm sitting here with your picture
And smiling to myself (I smile)
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through
And I blush as I say yes (yes)

What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me
And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak (speak)
I can't think, no
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being
With abilites to set me free (free)
Let me be me
Makes me wanna say

Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, filling me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth
Your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality that's hooking me
Is that you're loving me 4 me (loving me)
Is that you're loving me 4 me

Now people ask why I'm in love with you
Well let me start by sayin you got my heart
By just being who you are
And what we got is between me and you
Doesn't matter about the money I make or what I do
Or that I'm a, a star

Unconditionally you're there for me
Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually
So sweet
This is meaningful, it's incredible
Pleasurable, unforgettable
The way I feel (I feel)
So surreal
Makes me wanna say

Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, filling me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth
Your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality that's hooking me
Is that you're loving me 4 me (loving me, loving me)
Is that you're loving me 4 me

It's so amazing how something so sweet
Has come and rearranged my life
I've been kissed by destiny
Oh heaven came and saved me
An angel was placed at my feet
This isn't ordinary
He's loving me 4 me

Poem:
Stripped of all make-up
No need for fancy clothes
No cover ups, push ups
With him, I don't have to put on a show
He loves every freckle, every curve
Every inch of my skin
Fulfilling me entirely
Taking all of me in
He's real
He's honesty
He's loving me 4 me
Yeah

Oh yeah
Yeah yeah.

Making our way downtown

2008-04-05T18:59:00.011+08:00

Rise and shine...(rise??sure we did...shine???heck NO we DIDN'T!!!)

Shoot eh!!! I look undeniably goofy =/

Wooooooooppppssss....=PPPPPPppp...You can delete it if you want to,Helwa~

Plus,ptg atu kmi jumpa daling kmi...our dupree, Khairah~

Take a moment to think..

2008-04-04T23:24:00.003+08:00

Take a moment to think how our brothers and sisters in other parts of the world are very unfortunate and that they are suffering. we have God to be thankful for, for we are one of the few lucky ones. Take a moment to praise God for what He has given to us and also be grateful for what He had taken from us, for that is the way of life. Take a moment to cry, for crying is not a way to show vulnerability but it shows us courage and strength far beyond what we could ever imagine. Our emotions can yield many a great possible things, of which not many people know. I hope by posting this video up, we'll be more aware of how we stand among the 6.5 billion (and growing) people in the world. So, please, do take a moment..

Once upon a night.

2008-03-29T23:15:00.001+08:00

Fishermen

2008-03-22T15:56:00.001+08:00

The last burning hours of the day has set down upon the fiery red sky, accompanied by swift clouds, blanketing the whole world and plunging it into a sea of darkness. Men will watch these skies as the longing feeling of warmth, light and secure drench into their skin like pure white wine. Alas, they will retreat to their homes to rest, having served during the day. Animals will crawl back into their habitats, safe and free for no men will inflict any damage to them, until the sun is born and rising.

"hello~"

2008-03-18T20:38:00.003+08:00

I don't feel like blogging tapi ada orang *COUGH* atu paksa, hahaha. Nada inspiration.

Oh, me and Sofia were absolute jobless people today, we exchanged voice clips on MSN about something, hahaha. But it was cool~ i had fun fooling her into thinking that it was me in the voice clip =P haha, and truth is..it really IS me =P HAHAH!!!

I'm busy doing something and i'm giving it my 100% everything! I seriously wanna change, change into something positive (of course lah!). But i'm not going to elaborate on that. Then it'll ruin everything, hehehe.

So i better end it here now, Good night.

Don't forget about us...

2008-03-17T14:42:00.006+08:00

Facts about:

HELWA
is: the owner and founder of Master Clickers.
loves: i-tunes...a LOT!!! She occasionally tends to mention about them during our chats...yes!!!
hates: PLAGIARISM!!! HAHAHAHAHA...kenapa nah~

KHAIRAH

is: an environmentalist

loves: : to cook...ALMOST EVERYTHING!!! And yet, I've never had a taste on one of her creations...=PPPPP...hahahaha...she still owes me her special-famous-lazat-LASAGNA....am waiting! =)

hates: it when Man U lose...trust me on that!!!

SOFIA
is: the youngest amongst the Master Clickers =PPP
loves: a great massage...*sigh*...another mode of relaxation for her...(i'm referring myself as a third person =/). She loves auto-msgs on MSN although she does't know how to put it in xD
hates: farewells...

We do share the same interests and not forgetting, dislikes...

Master Clickers

are: related

love: each other

hate: pulleys...and i'm sure if we ever come across one, we'll be ready with our razor-sharp scissors...or better, hedge clippers... *smiles*

Stranger than fiction

2008-03-15T20:47:00.009+08:00

Do you ever felt like when you wake up, you are totally a different person? No, not because you're drunk or whatever the last evening, but all of a sudden you're a complete stranger to yourself.

I woke up this morning drenched in my own pool of sweat. Obviously i had a nightmare. But one thing is certain, i had dreamt this dream before and it was an exact copy of the previous one. Every detail, every person, every conversation.. it gives me chills right now, just to type it all out but i'm sure you get my point.

Yes, i did feel like i was somebody else. And i think.. i was Audrey Hepburn. Hahahaha!! okay now, that was a joke, hehe. Okay, maybe waking up to a totally different person is such a pretend but maybe waking up to a feeling of insecurity and annoyance.. could be. I really do want to talk to somebody who understands and i know who is the perfect person to tell to!

When i define shopping, the word groceries and kitchen-wares pop into my head but not so much in the clothing section. I don't consider myself a big fan of fashion nor am i into the latest trends and such, basically i'm a very simple girl, wearing whatever that feels comfy. One thing i'm most sure, is that i would love anything that you would give me, no matter how corny or miserable it may be! Unless you provoke me, then i'll strike you like a venemous earth snake that i am! haha.

I hate decisions. period. When somebody wants me to choose a movie or a restaurant, i'm a BIG sucker at that because anything suits me fine. Again, being indecisive is not so much of a good thing when i have a myriad of interests! Except sushi. I'm sorry, i absolutely have no appreciation for japanese cuisine and i apologise for that. I just don't have the taste buds for it. I know i'm few of the unlucky ones.

My rule in life is basically : 'Don't believe in anything that you see' & 'No good deed goes unpunished'. hahaha.

Even though i'm not a high fashion roller, i love jewelleries and boots. Those glistening diamonds and staggering boots are must haves! I don't mind if it pains my feet for a week, just as long as i have those boots! Platform shoes? reminds me of the spice girls era. I admit i have a couple of those at home. Sneakers? yes, i wear them, they're for fun, besides i prefer them over slippers. I had one incident where i accidentally kicked a piece of hard sharp metal and it piereced right through my skin, and my foot bled continuously. I learned my lesson and i'll stick to sneakers, thank you.

I'll leave you with these, haha. (banyak lagi but i'll save it for myself =P) HAHAHA!

Ah Boon comes to town...

2008-03-15T11:33:00.005+08:00

To all my bestfriends,

You are my DUPREES...yes!!! Helwa is a dupree, Khairah too...then Nabilah...oh oh oh...Hazirah Manaf and Nadirah Yusof are my duprees too...*wink*...and not forgetting my soulsisters, Honney and Khairun...*points to Ridha*,yes you're my dupree, Ridha...and not forgetin, Nadiah K, my dupree...

(Sorry if I didnt mention some names coz i'm extremely in a hurry...*smiles*)

Love y'all loads,duprees...

P/S: What is a dupree??? Well, that's for you to find out...=)

*courtesy of Helwa for the word 'Dupree'*

Late night..

2008-03-14T23:04:00.001+08:00

I..okay, i'm SO not in the mood. Tomorrow tah ku blog.

Headache!

*snore*

Save me...

2008-03-13T19:20:00.003+08:00

If you want me to define SEXY, it's this man right here...*points to picture below*

beware, spoilers ahead

2008-03-09T21:28:00.004+08:00

Today, Adib and I watched 10,000BC and the movie was okay jua lah. I remember now where I've seen the girl called Evolet, she played a small role in the movie "The Little Princess". oh, how I love that movie. She was just a small little girl~ hehe. And Steven Strait was being the handsome hero, D'leah (i think i'm not sure whats his name). I remember there were some funny ones too like tic-tic, ka'ren, mannack and such. Sekali kan ingatkan, lupa tia.

I'll rate it a 7/10 lah. I like the history bits where they show the Great Pyramids and some ancient buildings. It was cool to watch how roughly they were made thousands of years ago. The storyline was quite simple although in the beginning I was lost myself, but eventually it made sense.

Hmm, in the end, the girl died. hahaha, kidding, she was reincarnated only, it was her soul not someone else's.

A lot of things happened today, either it's the sense of adventure that was following me or I desperately needed adventure after a long time being cooped up in the house. We didn't know where to go after the movie, so we stayed in the car for about 10 mins then we agreed on playing pool, which we did. Then while I was in the middle of the game, Rudy called Adib saying that his car broke down di Menglait. So Adib told me if we could pick him and Sarif and drop them off at Sinarubai. I think it was almost 6 that time.

Haha, we were famished and thirsty from all the talking in the car so... you know where we headed to, hehe, London Kebab xD hahaha. I think Adib wants me to become fat huhuhu.

anyway, here are some pictures =)

Have a good evening!

verge on killing the ref!!

2008-03-09T15:17:00.002+08:00

Report: United 0 Portsmouth 1

United's treble dreams came to an end against Portsmouth at Old Trafford on Saturday. But how this FA Cup quarter final tie ended in anything other than a Reds victory is a mystery. Call it fate, luck (or lack of it), this simply wasn’t United’s day.

Pompey snatched victory with a 78th-minute penalty, resulting in a red card for Tomasz Kuszczak and Rio Ferdinand pulling on the goalkeeper jersey. But it was so ridiculously against the run of play that it very nearly constituted daylight robbery.

The Reds can feel a deep sense of frustration. And injustice, too. Cristiano Ronaldo was denied a clear penalty after seven minutes, one of many refereeing decisions that Sir Alex Ferguson has every right to feel aggrieved with.

The United boss made three changes to the team that beat Lyon in midweek, calling on Paul Scholes, Owen Hargreaves and Carlos Tevez – not at all bad replacements. The only downside was Louis Saha’s late withdrawal from the bench with an injury, Ji-sung Park taking his place. No matter which team Sir Alex selects, it bears the usual United hallmarks, and the Reds began with clear intent: this competition is more than a passing interest.

After just seven minutes United should have been in front. Rooney’s glorious cross-field pass found Ronaldo, whose first-time touch took him clear of Niko Kranjcar. Darting into the box he shifted the ball away from Sylvain Distin, who clattered into him. Clear bodycheck. Clear penalty. Referee Martin Atkinson saw it differently. The sense of injustice was keenly felt around the ground. And when Papa Bouba Diop tugged the.......

alah~i continue on sja

barely the match last night was just frustrating!!!! all the chances were there but ughhhh the bloody ball mcm inda mahu masuk the "jaringan" and its freaking annoying!!

least favourite player last nite was non other than TEVEZ.god!! karit sangat wah!! i was barely 'Screaming to the tv set and shaking the astro "PASS!! PASS!! HE'S OPEN!!" YES IT WAS RELLI RELII BANAR2 FRUSTRATING AND NOW THAT (excuse the cap locks) man u is out of the f.a cup ....bah enuf rah

but hey

I LOVE MANCHESTER UNITED TO THE BONE *looks on liverpool logo*=P

Recall

2008-03-08T19:27:00.007+08:00

Haha.. Khairah!! *shouts* Glad you could make it!! thought i have to drag your arse right here and literally force you to join Sofia and I!! hehehe! okay enough with the exclamation marks.

Today is saturday, another weekend is here.. and it's raining cats and dogs. it's a downpour in this part of town. I hope tomorrow is going to be sunny. or else, it'll just be another gloomy day in March.

Well, wordpress is being a whore and it shut me out again for the 'i-am-not-sure-how-many-times'th time. Don't get me started on those internet problems again, cause i swear to you, i am attending one of those 'anger management' classes. I'm finding excuses to post here instead huhuh.

Thursday was Faiz's surprise party but his actual birthday is on Friday. I think it goes like this initially, the girlfriend, Alifah, planned a week before and only about 15 closest friends were invited. I'm not 'the closest' friend but i sure can talk to them all.. at least. So, i arrived at The Mall, was about to set a step on the escalator when Hazirah poked me in the ribs. I almost shouted, getting to think someone wanted to rip by bag off my shoulder and she responded "haha, kalau aku inda cucuk kau, inda ko beranti, laju jalan mu hehe" HAHA!

Yeah anyway, we went into Mr.Pizza and guess what, we were early and we thought we were damn late. LOL! Bumped into Haidar, then everyone started showing up too. Alifah bringing the medium-sized chocolate frosting cake from which they bought at makcikbakery or sumthing, right across the street. let me tell you, the surprise wasn't that successful and faiz got more bored looking at us instead. HAHA. But him being a modest uncle, that he really is, is cool =) he loved the cake, loved the worse melodies that we sang and just enjoying the love radiating from his friends and nobody could deserve better. hehe.

That very same night, My family and I celebrated Uncle Hairol's birthday at RBC and the food was exceptional! I love the steak there, if you chew them, the juicy bit comes out and u can savour the taste in your mouth, think i ate A LOT of them! hahaha. We were all enjoying ourselves and what a way to end the evening, being surrounded by your family.

I am currently reading The book of Inheritance II - Eldest. The first one was called 'Eragon' which i finished last month and still haven't returned back to Adib hahah. My list hasn't been updated yet so i dont know what book should i buy. but i know i'm looking forward to the '6 Sacred Stones' by Matthew Reilly. It should be fantastic, a second installment of Matthew's best writings. The first which was called 'Seven Deadly Wonders' gripped me so hard that i cried when i turned the last few pages. haha.

Tomorrow's Sunday & i'm going to the movies. Will watch 10000BC and i tell you if i like it or not. I just hope it's not one of those typical 'The Lost World' movies, it'll bore me to death for sure. I do appreciate History but not history of dinosaurs or their evolution *YAWN*. Hmm anyway, Steven Strait is one of the characters in there so at least THERE IS something to look forward to. hehehe.

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ZAIMAH & HUDA!!

awuuu, aku missing you tons and tons & i LOVE you BOTH!!! i hate we only get to 'communicate' through blog, hmph!! =(

ketibaan khairah bakri=)

2008-03-08T16:52:00.002+08:00

I AM HERE!!! saya sudah sampai!!

phew and it was a bloody long ride *phew* (apa jua rah,u just walked from one room to another and atu pun ngalih)=P

Hence for that,my current status is utter fatness!!!=( its true its true let me sob some more='(
*sob* sob* seriousli i am in abad shape!!

banar no joke! * dont give me that look wa*=P

ive just realized ive gained *kg since 2006 up till now(mcm grammar error sja) anyhoots ive been stuffing myself.ani lagi time cuti(time menggangur) where i just stay at home and dig my kitchen for food until my maids are fed up of me hanging around there=P

seriousli i can make food out of anything!!

for eg: trix cereals and milk and honey.wat can i make out of these ingredients?
=rainbow milkshake!!

:asam jawa and chilis and soy sauce and others.....?
=sambal asam jawa to eat with fruits

:cucur pisang and vanilla/yam/durian ice cream?
=NYAMAN!!

hahahahhahahaha seeeee~
well i have loads of recipes where i just masukkan any ingredient that i find lying ard di dapur.

hahahahah
and oh
I MISS KAINA!!!! She loves my sambal asam jawa!! hehehehe

one day i will open a shop call the "sambal asam jawa with fruits" shop.simple but laku nyamu buajah!! HOKayyy rah randomness

aand
I LOVE HELWA AND SOFIA!!!
I MISS U GUYS!!

back to business,if u want any of my weird but nyaman recipes(well some)...inda ku membari hahahaha nadadehh

Collage

2008-03-07T15:30:00.002+08:00

was just trying this out, i hope the link works!

Uncle Faiz's pics

2008-03-07T00:24:00.008+08:00

I know Dane will 'curi' the pictures, cause he doesn't have a facebook~ nyeh. so happy stealing hehe. If you want to view the album, just go to my FACEBOOK profile, it's only a few clicks away. sangal ku mendownload sini, seriously!

letter

2008-03-05T14:10:00.004+08:00

Dearest Sofia,

I am pleased that you are no longer depressed and that you are cheery once more. The thought of you being disheartened, deeply saddens me. However, the reason I am 'writing' this letter is to tell you that Friday's squash is canceled. Khairah is aware of the fact that you will not be able to make it, so she plans to book somewhere else, when the time is right. I, being the faithful friend that I am, will surely not disagree with that matter. I wish you, Sofia and Khairah well, and that i miss you both very much.

Love,
Helwa.

Rock and roll,baby~

2008-03-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

Hey...

Ive been saying and stressing out how DEPRESSED i've been right???? Well, guess what??!! It's a turning point for me today!!! I've never been this happy since these past two weeks...and alhamdulilah for that!!! Hahahahah...i guess it DOES help pouring it all out....*smiles*

LUCKY is the word for today...

lazy

2008-03-04T14:12:00.005+08:00

I woke up and a loud thump followed. I drowsily glanced down and saw my ipod!!!! That's ever the first time ipod ku gugur from bed! Oh yeah, i was seriously in SHOCK!! but thank god, it's not damaged, not that it's been hit by a truck or sumthing. Maybe next time, i'm going to wrap it in extra protective ipod casing!!! if i could find one.

Another lazy day, stuck with a book and covered myself in my most comfortable duvet. I won't call it boring because everyone says it's boring. Boring ku mendangar. I hate boring people. That's how lazy i am. Not to mention, i woke up at nearly 10, had shower & breakfast (not at the same time!!) then finally crawl back into bed. hahaha.

Before i knew it, siuk sudah ku membaca, the whole Rimba's electricity was cut off!! fuck it. I blamed the new department store - Giant!! Inda jua basar banar, bari sasak!!! Bukan main, banyak ia menggunakan electricity, while in other parts of the WORLD, electricity is a necessity and even now, millions of people are seriously in need of it!! wasting time saja buat ANOTHER superstore. Isn't The Mall in Gadong enough, people?

oooh, an email!! hehe.

oh-kay i guess i'm too lazy to discuss anything let alone type it all down. haha!

Dejavu

2008-03-03T21:44:00.006+08:00

Dearest Helwa (and the soon to be member of Masterclickers: Khairah),

I was just wondering, have you ever had that feeling of 'deja vu' before??? Because I am seriously feeling as if i am going through all that for these past few weeks. Oh yes...WEEKS i tell you...not days. I just do not know how to explain it to you whenever we IM each other. Bottom line, need you(and khairah,of course!!!!kekekeke) ....why????? Well, what do we always do kan lau tani sama????? Fighting crimes, trying to save the world~~~ huhuhuhu...I am serious tho about the dejavu thing and I'm telling you that all this has NOTHING to do with me being depressed...HAHAHAHHAH...

Peace out...\m/

Lots of sugar and spice, and everything nice,
Sofia AG

Not a surprise...not at all...

2008-03-03T18:52:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHA....I'VE GOT PROOF!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm officially depressed...*smiles and thumbs up*

The sarcastic post

2008-03-03T02:03:00.005+08:00

Earlier today, i spent the entire day taking really long naps with only a 5 minute break because someone banged the kitchen door and i literally jumped out of my skin tekajut. And no, i'm not that lazy, well sometimes saja or most of the time.

okay enough crap, I am going to explain in detail, ready? (on your mark, get set, GOOO!)

The previous night, we ate at Aminah Arif (location : unknown). Let me cut it short-the ambuyat was not properly cooked! i think it was too soaked because it kept slipping off my candas and fell onto the plate. and yes, i was complaining. i wasn't in my very best mood so forgive me! Second thing, the cacah smelled. It doesn't taste any different but HOW WRONG WAS I......

I was mildly mabuk becos of the cacah. HAHA, it's true. Maybe fermentation or 'any other process that i can't think of right now because it's so late in the evening', occured. Unfortunately, the cacah was exposed so yes, alcohol (just a LITTLE TINY SIKIT) may be produced, without us knowing it.

Thus, explains why i had headache, nausea, thirst and my stomach apparently can't stop grumbling.

Sorry for the banyak-banyak caps lock, siuk bah pakai. You should try it more often.

freind? or.. friend?

2008-03-02T02:00:00.003+08:00

I don't know why but i'm used to signing in and immediately click on the 'new post'. While i'm staring at the 'posting page', my fingers will start darting away, pressing every button (somehow) in an incorrect sequence. Even though i already posted a post! huhuh. Blogging is so overrated but who bloody hell cares?! LOL. I type whenever i want, thank you very much~

Being very pompous in the previous paragraph, I do find comfort everytime i type. It gives me that feeling of sureness, the -ness factor. It feels like I need to keep my fingers constantly wriggling and active as if to type whatever that comes to my mind that very moment. But in the end, my fingers will find it hard to catch up. hahaha. This'll explain why sometimes, i can stop in mid-sentence (when i go MSN or even in a conversation), erase the first few words (because my brain runs at 120km/h so i totally forgot what i was supposed to say in the beginning!) and start a whole new one! hahaha, i couldn't care less, as the saying goes (i think).

Okay, i was talking nonsense.

Coffee nonsense.

Reply : hehehe, awu~ anniversary tani tiga-You, me and Dupree..ehh, i mean Nabilah (aka Lala). hiya, missing the old days. sadang~ HAHAHA ko tu sofia, bini si *tut* LOL! siapa kan breakfast mu ani? Shrek kah??? LOL!! I think i'm still bangang over all this. HAHA anyvais, Khairah and I have been friends for i think almost 11 years!!! goodness, how time zooommmmsss right before our eyes. Aku sama kau baru2, and we still have a long way to go baby!! I guess the niece-aunt bond will never be broken! Inda ku ingat lagi apa ko tulis in ur post tadi, hehe owells.. i think it's time for me to sleep.

HAHA, semuatah kan di tulis ni.

Aku atu saja kan me-reply you Ms.AG, hehe.

Baru jua ku post arah wordpress, lol.

'Good night'.

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY

2008-03-01T20:01:00.006+08:00

YES!!!!!! I'm proud to say HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY to my friendship with my DARLINGS, HELWA and NABILAH!!!!! (dude,correct my sentence if it sounds funny to u)... It's officially two years now since our 'first and formal' encounter which was during MD's first day of orientation for batch 06/07...eseh...mcm aliens sja...lol-ness!!! It has been a blast knowing you guys!!!!! And i appreciate the joy you've brought into my life...(errr....okay~) ...remember those times when i used to drool whenever my 'breakfast' walks into our lab???or those times when Helwa would sigh when her hot moustache-man would enter the lab??? HAHAHAHAHHA!!!! rajin kau, wa, batakan ia apple pagi2...wow...isteri solehah namanya tohhhh!!!*wink*...and times when Nabilah would 'story' us with juicy gossips?????*double wink*

sadly, I don't remember my anniversary with Khairah....=/ aduh.....but i think it's on the 6th March,rah...i think....i hope i'm right...however,im sure it was during block 5...*wink* but the important thing is, I love you...heehehhehe....so gay!!!

I don't really know what else to say besides the fact that I'm suffering from a terrible cough and flu.ugh!!!!went to the clinic tadi but sadly it was closed!!!! daaaannng!!!! what an awful week it has been for me!!!!! i just hope next week will be better....and less cranky-err!!!!!!! take me away from all the stress in life~~~

P/S: 10 days more to go!!!!!!

mad cow!

2008-03-01T11:53:00.003+08:00

one of the reasons why aku sasak today is that my wordpress takes a HELL-LOTTA time to download, meaningggg, i can't write a post there!! *^$^&#@. sampat lagi ku ke toilet and take a bath for 3 damn hours. eh, bari mental! nasib i had my heavy breakfast, or else i'll go...hmm, throwing things??? HAHA!

annnddd jua, the other reason is i can't go out with anyone this week. not that i CAN'T go, it's just that i'm NOT ALLOWED to go. what!? i'm 18, KAN 19 LAGI, and eligible to take a taxi anytime i want. (brapa no. talipun taxi kan? huhuh). i think i confessed to having an IC when i'm nearly 13 in my wordpress. wow, what did make me write that?? my deepest secret tu and i carelessly (or intentionally!!) blurt it out. LOL.

i'm sorry for making this photoblog macam my personal blog tah plang. kaling. blame wordpress!!!!!!!! suka ku lagi blogspot. oh-kay2, i've calmed down, now what do i do? since i can't....eh, not allowed to go anywhere.

HAHAHAHA i just remembered sumthing... aku ada appointment dentist tapi expired sudah cos it was on the 3th december 2007! yes i do have some issues at times when my hormones kicked in. and right now, hormones ku banar2 eh kick in, pandai lagi kick-boxing!!! that explains my fluctuating emotions, skajap baik and the next second u turn around, i'm growing horns!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! oh-kay joking2.

i have a few pics in my camera that i haven't downloaded here. lawa. ada gambar Naqiyyah lagi sama nene J=). As u know, internet di brunei is an occasional dum-dum..whatever that means actually. huhu. so by the time it finishes, sudah ku dinner (2x) then cuci pinggan, mandi (half an hour), tukar baju and liat tv! cemana kan tu.

Sofia, bila ko punya driving license siap kan?? i need u to drag me out of this place (but i think u need khairah's assistance, aku pemalas haha). I hate whining and i DON'T whine that much. Sof, you just go horn-horn sja outside my house, sanang ku call polis =p HAHAHAH! jahat. inda bah. inda ku gitau polis, aku bagitau my cats sja, who by the way has an ENORMOUS house (or cage). tapi i better call it house becos aku pun boleh tinggal dalam atu. manatau masuk arah reality tv show 'Brunei Maintenance 90210' (or any random numbers). huhu.

maybe i need some sugar to cool down. wait doesn't that make u hyperactive instead??

crap.

wavy-haired hunk (hehe!)

2008-02-26T15:23:00.005+08:00

hahaha.. This is for YOU sofia! =P

I guess i do have a crush on him since Titanic in 1998. I bought his scrapbook in KL, in 1999 and i still have it! (much to my surprise)

I would kill..

2008-02-25T18:16:00.009+08:00

for HOUSES like these!!! I don't care if you hate them, it's my opinion that counts, HAHA! Sofia, i think you would like them too~ ;)

Oh would you look at that, that's a killer view! I'll get myself tanned (hoping i won't get cooked by the extreme heat). Running on the beach... well probably not running, cause it reminds me of Pamela Anderson in Baywatch! err~ "i need a lifeguard" =p haha!

I think i'd be taking a plunge at almost every hour! hahaha. except after eating of course. Which reminds me, is it really true that u can't swim after u eat?

wow! simply breathtaking! I think i find it hard to breathe while viewing these houses, hehe. I would be the happiest person in the world!! hahaha.

Seriously, wouldn't you want to own one of these babies? I agree with Sofia about her choices of cars, but dude, look at the houses..HAHA. seriously. Sofia, you could even park your cars here arah rumah ku!!! HAHAHA. siuk eh. if i own this house, kawin tah ku tu tarus and celebrate sini of course, family, friends apa semua dtg. hahaha, not to watch me kawin BUT to admire the house, LOL!

By the way, the houses are actually for sale and they're in Dubai. You've got to be FILTHY RICH as David Beckham or any other hollywood megastars to afford these type of houses. Some of them are still under construction & will be completed by 2010 or sumthing. read the papers bah haha inda ku tau if i got my info correct.

I could see myself standing here waving to the sexy guys who are water-skiing on a nearby lake (or even myself joining them!) and inviting them over for a bbQ night.. HAHA WOW! not forgetting Khairah and Sofia of course, since you guys are always welcome here. oh-kay, maybe over sudah aku ani =P but at least i can dream~

greedy lagi tu, kan mau dua rumah *giggle*

A fan

2008-02-23T19:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm, about the recent pictures I posted, I guess I understand men's fascination with football (or soccer.) now. I know what i would gain from it-a headache (for screaming at the tv because Crouch can't even take a header) and extreme euphoria (well, of course, when Liverpool strikes a goal.)

hehe.

Planning my journey...

2008-02-23T18:53:00.010+08:00

As promised to Helwa, here I am to captivate y'all with my charm. HAHAHAHA...a bit corny, that's me alright..*wink* ...sorry again for the delay,wa...

First thing's first. Saya ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI KEBANGSAAN YANG KE 24 kepada seluruh rakyat NEGARA BRUNEI DARUSSALAM. MERDEKA!!!

Anyway, since I'm officially legal to be behind the wheels (well,not really. I still have to wait for my actual driving license to be released), I was surfing the net on..guess what??? CARS!!! Hahahaha. Yeah...I know I'm dreaming and all, but it doesn't hurt to dream, does it???

YES!!! I want a JEEP WRANGLER!!! (Or the WRANGLER UNLIMITED!!!! *thumbs up*) I don't know why I've this thing for them but heck, I'll be the happiest kid in town if I had one!!! I love the colour, too. It's Flame Red...(eseh...mcm kan membali sja aku ah...hahahahahah!!!)

Tesla Roadster in Radiant Red. I think Glacier Blue or Twilight Blue looks good too. Wait wait...Obsidian Black is awesome-rrrrr!!!

Also a favourite and this one I would use it to drive Helwa around!!! HAHAHAHHA...banar,wa!!!! We friends what???...So why not???*smiles* plus, it's environmental friendly so I bet Khairah will love this one!!

Now comes MY ULTIMATE DREAM CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would choose this car over Prince Charming. HAHAHAHAHA. Serious tho...XD

A 'Lamborghini-Murcielago LP640 Roadster'...*mwah* Ima bring ma daddy spin around in this one!!!!!!

Dreams can come true,no????*smiles*

Liverpool wins!

2008-02-21T21:46:00.005+08:00

Proud to say WE have the same birthday ;)

Gerrard scored the 2nd goal!

Kuyt celebrates his 1st goal!

The roar of the crowd!

The book! (the pics i cant post at wordpress!)

2008-02-20T22:48:00.006+08:00

Crystal Clear

2008-02-16T19:49:00.001+08:00

To backup Sofia's statement, i have posted up a picture of our MSN window. How i brilliantly came up with the idea =p no lah kidding. I can't take all the credit really, with my partner in crime, Sofia, we are here to stay and entertain you with the WILDEST pictures you've ever seen! not as wild lah..maybe decent is the right word. hehe.

So STAY TUNED~

2008-02-16T15:40:00.014+08:00

Ahhh....the pictures that you've been waiting for, Helwa...=P and I just remembered that I've a date with my mom later =S

Event:Effene's BBQ Party
Date: 9th February 2008
Day: Saturday
Time: Between 7:45pm to 10pm (eseh...talk about being geeky-ishly specific...and it took me one week to post all of these up...lol)
Venue: Her crib,of course

Sorry for the delay,wa...

*What's Nabilah doing???? Dancing to Soulja boy kah??? O_O

*us cousins*

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY* and thank you again for having us ALL over at your house...=D

Orchids

2008-02-16T15:19:00.001+08:00

Somehow, i fell in love with this picture. Mom breeds a lot of orchids so i decided to take a pic of them all. All of them are found in my facebook album.

Sofia wants me to make an intro for the first post and i totally have no clue, so i guess i'll leave it to her~ hehe. How i miss blogging at blogspot :)

Us

2008-02-16T15:04:00.001+08:00

It was a usual Saturday. Nothing planned for that day. I went online and as usual, Helwa was always kind enough to click me...hehehehhe...we started to chat and Helwa out of the blue came up with a great idea: "u wanna make a photoblog?:D u have a camera and i do too"-(2pm)

COOLIES!!!!!!! So we started planning out stuff, me making a new account, while Helwa editing the layout to the blog.

Me: and make sure we hv a chatbox :P u noe thats my fav part of a blog
Helwa: hahahhaahah defintely!!! -(2:02pm)

So pendulur this Helwa...=P

Anyway, I do not make awesome posts but I would like to take this opportunity to thank Helwa for everything including letting me write the first post. Thank you, pal...

Hope to see you soon...

P/S: Missing Khairah...hahahahahah...